Hold Fast Stay True

Under the Bridge

2010-01-02T01:00:00.002+08:00

Fuck..been trying to squeeze some econs stuff into my head but doesnt seem to be working so here i am trying to update this little blog. Anw happy new year to everyone.
Had a great time ytd with the countdown...at HOME! haha. Coz dunno why didnt really feel any need to go out. maybe coz my wallet feels thin..

Managed to convince my brother to countdown at home with me by helping him craft some fucking good reasons to tell his friends that he cannot join them. haha i think the best was 'i cant go out coz my mum says i must be back by 12.'

Hopefully 2010 will be a great year for me academically..sounds nerdy but yea i need all the luck i can coz its the a levels year! The biggest hurdle before i can step foot into uni! Other than that..no other new year resolution coz i suck big time trying to hold on to my resolutions..

k bye! i hear my econs notes calling out to me..haha not really

I want that one, that one and THAT ONE!

2009-12-15T23:53:00.002+08:00

My holidays are starting to get much more interesting. In the middle of cleaning up my room and by that i mean total sort of overhaul all the junk. Realised i still had some secondary sch stuff that i didnt hesitate to throw away. Haha in jc now so who the hell gives a shit about secondary sch maths and science.

But along the way i found some interesting stuff that just reminds me of the fun times. Found this book review exercise we had to do in class whereby i think me and zahid were too lazy to read books to review that we just reviewed our lit text f451. And there was a small section at the bottom

Readers' recommendations? : Hell no. 0/5 stars

Caught myself laughing for awhile. Kay maybe its not that funny to others but it was quite funny to me. haha but honestly i still read the book fahrenheit 451 since i think i can better get it now..

And I finally got a new electric guitar! Bought at the sweelee clearance sale. Which is why i'm so determined to clean up my messy room so that i can place my guitar on a stand by the side of my room. Can just imagine it..haha kk but right now theres still alot to clear. But now i cant go see muse live at the big night out gig no more muhneyy..Might post a pic of my insanely nice room and guitar once i'm done..xD

And cant wait to go malaysia in a few days time..been awhile since i last chewed bubble gum..haha

You mess with the 'fro you gotta go

2009-12-01T00:29:00.002+08:00

Lots of things have happened since i last blogged. Holidays right now dont really feel like a resting period for most people. For me it just means revisions and more revisions. Haha fuck that as if i'm going to really go thru my notes. Maybe for maths coz according to the sch i have to go for a test in Jan. which is a major spoiler. dunno how many times i said 'fuck maths!' when i got that damn email.

So far my holidays have been filled with one family outing, one hockey training and the rest of them i've wasted mostly at home watching pirates of the caribbean!. Haha pathethic, I know. Only once have i been out with my brother to shop for clothing. For that, mum was not invited coz she will dictate what we should buy. haha
The main reason for me not going out? No money. haha Not much money to spend so i dont have the urge to go out. Coz its only nice to go out when you have money to spend on stuff righttt...

Cant wait for the middle of december coz i'l get a new guitar! haha but then again in december there'll be quite a number of hockey trainings and friendlys each week. Might be fun i guess.

Lots of my cousins are into getting licenses. Haha damn unfair that i'm still stuck at 17. When i turn 18 i'll sign up to get both a car and a motorcycle license..if that is even possible. Getting a bike license would be fun. Cannot wait..and my brother is just waiting for his TP test after which he'l get his license if he pass..damn cool or wud? cant wait to ride with him. haha

dream on..

A very good morning assesors. I shall now pass on to my next speaker

2009-11-06T22:39:00.005+08:00

haha OP finally over! My group was the first to go this morning! And i was the first speaker so that makes me one of the few people who were the first to kick off OP at 9am today. =)

Haha playing guitar hero in class when we should be doing OP

Gotta love the class =)

Haha thats all! Tmr training!! :(

Results day

2009-10-20T20:35:00.003+08:00

Haha k so got back my promo results. Sucked balls ah. But its not overall. So fingers crossed and eyes crossed. haha hopefully i can go to J2.

Lets see..passed Econs for the first time ever!! And lets just says the other four subjects, hist, lit, maths and GP failed to make it by like 1 or 2 marks. WTF I felt as though God was playing a cruel joke on me. haha

History, failed by ONE MARK.
GP, failed by TWO MARKS.
Maths, failed by THREE MARKS.

K so if you're smart enough to see the trend, no prizes for guessing how many marks I failed lit by.

Got them one by oneee somemore..like slowly adding on to the pain sia..can cry..lol

I was sooo fucking close to getting my target of like passing all my subjects for promos!!! Cant believe it ah..And what made me feel worse was when my CT said i was underperforming...aiyo..looks like i'm in deep shit.

BUTTTT...i'm praying that they will take into consideration my mid year marks. Coz i got like B for maths, D for History and passed my Lit. haha pleasepleaseplease.

I like can die looking and laughing at my fucked up marks.

What happened to staying calm

2009-10-13T22:18:00.003+08:00

Interhousegames just now. Another unwanted chance to get darker. hahaha
Somehow for reasons too weird to be stated, i played basketball. Haha anyone who knows me will know that basketball is the last game i will play, i'd rather eat shit than play basketball. haha

So yea, basketball it was. Didnt even know the fucking rules, strategies and all the ref signals. But it was a good experience. Haha everything is a good experience. So apparently its not similar to street soccer at all. Which is the game i should have joined haha the game where its as natural as sleeping. haha

Running into space in basketball doesnt necessary lead to you getting a pass. Which is what usually happens in soccer unless you're drawing defenders to you. So bottomline is, i ran like some retard like that..kene bodoh2..haha and still didnt get to touch the ball. Plus soccer was being played out at the court beside. ARGHHH knn..can tear my hair out ah..damn jealous never get to play coz didnt sign up..fuckfuckfuck. hahaha

Another bottomline is that i was the only malay guy out of all the 6 teams. haha thats what i mean by out-of-place. damn weird. but now i'm probably the best malay basketballer out there hahahahaha..kk enough bullshitting.

byebye! tmr class learning journey to air force museum!!! cnot wait!

2009-10-09T01:32:00.005+08:00

Yea! promos are over! Haha now comes the waiting for results part.

But in the mean time, i can resume my everyday guitar playing thing...watch movies, ohh and cycle. My bike has been ignored for too long...in fact maybe tmr i might cycle to IMM and back just cause i can. No sch on friday!

Had lit paper just now. Screwed up so badly. Didnt know what the fuck i was writing about. Turned it into an attempt at confusing the marker. hahahaha wth...

And next week there will be the pop guitar enrichment course thing. haha nt sure why i signed up. Should have opted for the wire sculpting course...

Lepak-ed with my class at lot 1 just now as usual. Haha everyone was in high mode.

AND since i have time on my hands...been dreaming to do this.

HAHA i can hear everyone shouting 'Dream on!' skali the lift stops when i do that. -_-
I lovelovelove acoustic guitars...!

PROMOS!!!

2009-09-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

Shitshitshit! Haha havent yet really studied intensely for promos. Ytd was the GP paper. And in a few days time ECONS and HISTORY! Shit.

Have yet to seriously touch on history. And the day before GP paper i got the new dan brown book The Lost Symbol. Haha realised that was a bad mistake. Now i cant really focus on studies coz the book is damn addictive. Lets just hope i can promote to J2

And i'm hoping i can fulfill my aim of passing ALL the subjects for the promotional exams. Hahaha dream on Saiful...so basically theres like 3 categories for my subjects..

Can pass...
maths
history

Can pass with luck
GP
lit

Not really..
econs

kk thats it. no time to sit around now. gotta go read some intense econs notes. haha

Classic case of hand stuck in vase

2009-09-11T18:09:00.000+08:00

Haha today is another one of those typical birthdays in my family. Nothing unusual. Coz me and my brother made one of those agreements, the sort where i dun give him anything on his bday and he does the same on my bday. haha cool right. that way we both dun have to spend money. and usually i cant think of anything to get him.

but theres something bothering me but i just cannot figure out what it exactly is. too many things going wrong.
first my phone has been as useful as a piece of shit since 3 weeks ago. so right now i cant reply all those nicenice bday wishes from my friends. i hope they dun think i'm ignoring them. fuckla i cnot stand the thought of ppl thinking i purposely dao them. coz i wld never do such a thing. i so nice de leh..haha trying to be ah lian!!lol honestly! i wont ignore my friends la
and then theres the thought of promos coming ahead. i'm not looking forward to that..all those long essay. haha

but on the brighter side of the shithole i'm in, i just got myself a book on football trivia for just $5! haha coz they were having a clearance sale. hopefully that can keep me occupied for nw.

Looks like its on my side now

2009-08-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

Wee! haha i sound childish here but i'm just happy tho i cant quite pinpoint the reason. Maybe coz i finally passed a gp essay test. But that happiness is for the nerdy side of me. hahaha!

Or maybe coz i'm listening to red hot chili peppers right now. john frusciante is my new idol. haha just realised that 'one does not have to play technically complex shit to look good'. i cant believe in the past i ignored rhcp. tsk tsk..

Or maybe coz i finally played some 'normal' soccer at sch for the first time. Not counting the ones with the class during PE ahh..haha played without much heart but it was still easy to win lol. haha the natural talent of a malay at soccer. kk kidding! didnt want to exert myself coz otherwise i would have died from dehydration.

And maybe, i'm happy coz there's hockey tmr. cant wait to sweep/hit/shave some (hockey)balls. haha i dunno how i'm going to cope coz its from 3 to 5. I bet i'll be dead by the time warm up ends. haha nolah..the optimistic side of me(haha i kind of have alot of sides) says that it wont be much of a problem. yay! why cant everyone be optimists..

ohh! and i finally realised carol ann duffy rocks! just one poem from her that made me realise why. all of a sudden i'm damn interested in lit. haha! btw the poem is called 'Liar'. the twist at the end made everyone go holy shit!..how did she think of that. haha nerdy side of me reappearing..

The day I felt like a pri sch kid again! haha

2009-08-08T21:28:00.000+08:00

The past few days have been great fun except for the homework that are long overdue. haha
On thursday, finally got myself an ipod touch and so far that little thing has been damn fun!

And on friday the sch had national day celebrations. The first part in the morning was boring nak mampos coz we had to stand and sing one slow song. but nobody sang so we had to sing again. haha i was still too sleepy to be bothered. den had break and almost 2hrs of pw which everyone wasted playing solitaire on their fones. hahaha

and then came the best part in the hall where everyone messed around. going on stage uninvited to sing the ND songs. plus pushing everywhere. haha it was just too fun. the guys burst alot of balloons, pushed around, shouted at random ppl, tried but failed to start a moshpit. hahaha i did everything except sing the songs. haha gotta love the sch for allowing everyone to have some fun.

and today's saturday. went jogging at 7 am with my brother. both of us then went over to my grandma's house and watched a michael jackson dvd. haha and i suddenly realised how good he was. den went to bpp to accompany my mum who wanted to catch the anugerah thing. fucking hate these kind of things but for my mum's sake i just tagged along. and now i'm home watching a cool hindustan movie with my mum and brother =)

The sun is over here...and the moon is over there!

2009-08-04T22:12:00.003+08:00

"Hey guys! Lets play spot the retard!"
I bet everyone will be pointing at the picture knn.

I need a 10 week break now man! right now! haha To sort out my notes and all the shit coz its EVERYWHERE!
haha locker got some parts of the notes, at home even worse...looks like someone needs to finally buy some files and a hole puncher.

and the sight of other people mugging for promos is not yet freaking me out. haha. the study mood still hasnt reach my brain. haha not even halfway there.

Lets try to stop the downward motion

2009-07-29T21:51:00.000+08:00

Today was generally quite fked up. Alot of unexpected things happened. But they were all good things and actually did not concern me.

Haha coz there was ramly burger in my sch just nw. Haha damn random. A van came and a group of ppl just came out and set up shop. I thought i was dreaming sia. And everyone started lining up. Maybe it had something to do with racial harmony day or the sch was being in an extremely awesome mood, just bringing in all that.

Lets hope they'll bring in burger king the next time round. Plus maybe sweet talk. hahaha shit thats asking too much.

And econs lectures are getting more and more boring coz i dun get shit. Its interesting to me only when i get what is being taught. But the tutorials are kind of fun. Mostly group work...which is fun since groupwork is basically slacking sessions in disguise. haha

K bye folks.

Can i get a 7 day MC pleasee!

2009-07-26T14:17:00.000+08:00

Haha i feel damn tired now and just looking at the pile of homework made me want a long 7 day mc. But actually its not a pile of homework ah..just a gp compre wksht i think.

In the past 2 days i managed to see firdaus at the mosque. Could see that he was his normal self ah haha. Still the lame horny asshole. jk! haha
and i managed to go to ion after my pw grp was done with our observation. My verdict(cheyy) is that shopping mall has got nothing for teenagers..with all that expensive shops
but at least theres old chang kee haha
and the four of us just went in there to basically walk around and check out the toilet. hahaha we went in just to take a piss.
and i saw a retard in the bus otw home.
and that was all.
now its sunday afternoon and i'm at home avoiding all my hmwk. =)

wow that was an intellectual post!

Ruby Ruby Ruby Ruby!

2009-07-18T23:24:00.004+08:00

Haha this week of school was fun as usual. Got back all results and incredibly my best grade was for maths!! HAHAHAHAHA got a B for my h1 maths. amcm?! haha Cant say i was shocked with my results (not being a dick here) just that i felt ok great doing the paper. Actually it was more of a combi of luck, fact that i took A maths for 1 year and that my maths teacher was just great! her teaching style suited me. sadly shes gone..not fair just when everything seemed perfect. and i passed 2 of my h2 subjects!! Lit and History haha shit i've just spent 1 whole para on sch. trying to step nerd..haha kk enough bullshitting.

Umm..i'm damn tired coz i've had no proper rest since ytd's trng..not that i'm complaining abt my cca..its the most fun cca so far. made myself high after running the whole longkang(canal) route and back with the team Had self trng..haha nicest way to end the sch week!!

And thennn kene wake up early on sat for my fav subject haha. had pw meeting at esplanade library. reached at 1240 when we were sposed to meet at 11.30 but still i was the earliest..haha awesome. it was damn fun at esplanade coz we could sort of see the floating platform and all the shit from inside the library. could have watched the fireworks but then everyone had to go by 7..

and now i'm home with my whole family watching apm.

2009-07-10T23:30:00.003+08:00

Woo! This week is awesome. Haha went to sch only on wed and thurs for post exam activities coz monday and tuesday were holidays while today friday didnt need to go coz it concerns only those who take MT. I'm starting to realise it sucks not taking malay in jc coz i cant get to know most of the malays in sch. And theres alot of malays and the sch is damn big. Haha i dun even know the malay tutors.

Woke up late today and realised i caught the flu from my brother so in the end didnt go for hockey trng. Haha

Kk i have no idea wad else to say. Off to watch some movies on tv! Shit but i have EoM 2nd draft to do..fuck..haha and my PW grp is down to four members left..and soon gg to be 3. But i'm not worried abt the work, more saddened by the ppl who have left/gg to leave to go to poly. dun ask why.

Lucky day

2009-07-01T23:15:00.004+08:00

Today is a nice day! Haha i'm saying that coz i just happened to get what i wanted altho its not exactly the same. The thing i wanted was a dslr. Not really wanted it badly but just thought it would be fun to have one. And then i found out that my dad has an slr somewhere in the house. Long story cut short...i found that camera and now i cant wait to use it. Haha until i figure out how to use that complicated shit of a camera. Anw its a nikon fe2...haha the only sucky thing is that i have to use film. Spoiler seh..hahaha

And my family went to sheng siong just now xD and one security guard reprimanded me and my brother for sitting at the trolley area coz she was afraid the thing would get loose and break long story cut short (sorry..lazy to get into details haha) we told her off. hahahaha! i feel bad for talking back to the makcik now...coz we told her to 'lain kali buat kerusi kat sini ah'

and then and then and then aaaannndd thennnnnn

2009-06-26T23:55:00.003+08:00

Failed again this morning in trying to wake up to go jogging. Hahahaha! I dunno how many times oready i planned with my brother and we both fail to wake up even though ader 'alarm clock besar nak mampos kat sebelah'..according to my mum. lol except that she didnt say nak mampos ah..i just added that in for effect. haha

And michael jackson has passed away! My childhood idol!! Haha kidding..i have never dreamt of being onstage clutching my crotch and dancing. And i found out my mum knows alot of his songs! another interesting fact she never told me b4 haha She said his songs used to be played at her workplace. And the last time she worked was in the 80s..

Transformers on wednesday at cine was fun! The outing was fun..the movie was okay for me coz i'm not a big fan of it..except for the megan fox part jer..and the fighting scenes i cannot get it at all..haha my brain too slow to get the shitload of things going on.

gotta go now..got some stuffs to memorise..COP/producer surplus/origins of cold war/literary techniques/nationalism in SEA/effects of japanese occupation on nationalism/sovietisation of eastern europe...HAHAHAHA all that stuff that makes people nerdy. asal la aku pandai2 gy masuk jc..haha

Just dance gonna be okay dadadoodoommm

2009-06-21T00:47:00.005+08:00

Today my two little cousins dropped by since they missed me. haha jk. but they came coz they wanted to play. well after playing they asked me for a piece of paper and den i found out that they wanted to wrap the ruler and permanent marker they had to give their dad coz it was father's day. hahahaha!

my brother imediately went 'SIAL AHH!! niari father's day??! Kite tk bagi ape ape!!' haha shit..we had no chance to wish our dad since he left for work oready and wont be back until 1am.

but the thing is, it was damn funny watching my little cousins wrapping their not so useful gifts in plain white paper with black duct tape. hahahaha when i was their age i remember giving my mum a simple card which is much better than ruler plus marker..haiyo..bdk2 skrg..

and i finally got a new handphone! the cool looking htc touch diamond..haha i sound damn nerdy. butbut the phone really is nice looking..haha

-finally got started on econs revision.
-nothing went in
-going to attempt to understand history
-and lit is just fucked up coz its already damn tough and my notes are
everywhere..
-well done! -_-

Holidays!!

2009-06-07T14:40:00.003+08:00

Finally had my first taste of the holiday mood ytd when i went to my family gathering at costa sands. Damn fun..coz got to swim after a long time. haha
N my nenek was going mad asking all her grandsons to eat. She forced me and my brother by giving us alot of food even though we ate alot oreadi. haha but cant blame her coz grandmas are like that plus the food was nice..satay, seafood spaghetti, doughnuts..haha

played 3 on 3 at the pasir ris beach and the izzat and saiful team still rocks at soccer. hahaha and i kicked my bro's ass when he was in the opposing team. xD and there was this funny part whr the ball hit another family's tent and bottles of 100plus spilled everywhr and my cousin got scolded by them when he went to take back the ball. hahaha the rest of us were laughing at him. kesian gler seh

and my mum damn cute just now. this morning she asked me and my abg to wash the dishes with the reason being if we did not do it, we wont know how to do household chores in the future. so my brother said 'sape seh tk tau cuci piring, mama malas nk buat ckp jer..tkya nk blang mcm2 ah' and my mum just smiled n laughed..hahaha!

She gave him the hint but he was too slow to get it

2009-06-05T21:01:00.003+08:00

Arghh..cannot type properly coz my right index finger is dripping with blood. haha kk over exaggerating but abit of the skin is gone coz i accidentally scrapped my hand on the basketball court during training. haha the feeling after that was best giler..

And theres family chalet tmr but dunno if i want to go but i heard my cousins want me and my brother to come coz they're playing soccer. haha they cnot wait to get thrashed by both of us. tsktsktsk

And i forgot to bring back home my notes from my locker..shitt. Lucky i stay near school. haha and i found out that it takes like less than 10 mins when i walk thru the canal from my house. all this while i've been taking lrt and wasting 20 mins gg to sch. smart like dunno wad.

The last time i checked with my brother, besides chalet tmr, some gathering for my maths teacher, hockey trngs and some family outings and jalan2 with my bro..i have nothing to look forward to. loser to the max..haha no life ahh..cnot imagine studying at home all day. coz my teacher say must study for 10 hours a day. siao..2 hrs can die oreadi..
where's my secondary sch friends when i need them!! hahahaha guys save me from my upcoming boring holiday..

"Pain, is weakness leaving the body" ..asal boleh jer haha

2009-05-22T23:59:00.005+08:00

Seize the day solo but abit soft..oh and by the way, i'm awesome. haha jk! jk!

Been tired coz of trng, PE, and gpp late at night discussions and bcoz of that my eyes have been abit red. idk why. Didnt realise it till on wednesday, during pw lecture this girl i didnt really know suddenly asked me why my eyes were red.

I got my first taste of how much pain you feel when a hockey stick hits your leg just now during training. And its stick ah, not ball. if ball den quite common uh but the stick.. My friend was doing the reverse hit and of course the stick was going to sweep all the way around but my reaction too slow to get my leg out of the way and it piak-ed my ankle. Damn sad!! Of all places my fren's stick chose the ankle. I wore shin guards and all but damn unlucky haha. Almost fell from the impact coz he was sweeping my leg off. den had to sit aside for like 20mins sweating like budak retarded trying to shake off the pain.

And the best part, after that had PT. Did suicides till legs felt like shit. But luckily still managed to walk to teck whye to eat till like 9 plus..

And just now got back my GP essay for the englishweek quiz which was based on some paneldiscussion during assembly. Amazingly scored 18 marks out of 50 haha even though buat sembarang and finished it in half an hour. And my essay short like wad coz no mood when doing it haha and bcoz almost evryone else didnt give a shit abt the thing. baik ah..thats the way to success. haha

the most funny part was the comments made by my tutor who said " I can tell that you had listened well for during the panel discussion but you need to understand the question requirements"

but the thing was that i wasnt at the panel discussion coz i went to watch a hockey match. hahahaha! i like want to say to my tutor " cher, dun mcm paham can?" xD

And tmr must wake up early be in sch by 8 for History thing at Dunman somewhere in Tanjong Rhu..haha where seh that place. and after that go study for history test.
k bye! kene sleep early..but its 11 plus now. shit lahh.. haha confirm bsk bangun lmbt.

Techno revolution!

2009-05-18T21:54:00.004+08:00

"You don't listen to the lyrics, just the beat."
"You don't try to get techno. You just listen to it."

Hahaha there was this sudden techno revolution within my class today. Started from Don. He let me listen to this upbeat Dancing Naked in the Rain by DJ Timo tune during PW and i got hooked. So i transfered the song to my mp3 player at the library and let some others listen to the song. And they also got hooked. hahaha damn funny. After that random shuffling and other jumpstyle tk menjadi happened during PE. haha Not that i've converted to ahbeng gler techno ah. I'll still stick to the usual music. and Vada was going 'Stop it its disgusting.' Doing the vomitting action whenever i asked her to listen to the techno song. haha

And i saw this funny chain message on the youtube video comment section. K, usually its something like this right:
1) Hold your breath
2) Close your eyes
3) Count to three
4) Copy and paste this
5) Tmr the person that you like will approach you

BUT the one i saw just now was just this:

1) Put your hand over your nose and hold your breath
2) Just hold till you die

hahahahaha! damn funny lor wtf haha

It Felt Great

2009-05-16T14:13:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling great right now. haha Coz i've been checking out songs my friends suggested and they were nice. Songs like Stop crying you heart out by Oasis/Floods by Fightstar/ My Curse by Killswitch engage and Hear You Me by Jimmy Eat World..i 've been trying to find out the name of that song eversince i heard it during the council investiture. Very nice song.!

And watched angels and demons on thursday. so that makes 2 movies in one week. during sch days somemore haha. but it was great. The twists didnt surprise me coz i've read the book. but what made it nice was that the scenes were somehow just like i imagined when reading the book. Especially the part in the necropolis. haha wtf i sound nerdy sia. should stop now. and sorry to fi coz tk dpt temankn kau tgk the movie. coz i dowan to appear as though i'm avoiding you guys haha since i've failed to meet you guys 3 times oreadi.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other

You'll always be my thunder

Hey girl I wanna catch your wave...

2009-05-12T20:57:00.003+08:00

Finally managed to catch the wolverine movie! haha Went to lot 1 with joseph,beat,vada and audrey..after sch just now coz it ended at 3. shitt, i think i'm not stressed enough about studies haha coz i still can think abt catching a movie during the weekday. jc is unlike my sec sch seh, no fearsome teachers intimidating us to do our shitload of homework. they dun really care..just like my econs tutor, homework incomplete, no need to attend class. bestt..

And so far lit is the subject i'm lagging behind in. haha havent even sorted out the poems in my book! my notes are everywhere. was waiting for the long weekend that has just passed to do my filing but never got around doing it. instead wasted my monday playing guitar. haha sometimes i wonder why the fuck i'm so free..i'm in jc but i've had more late work in sec sch than in jc..its either jc is bearable for me or that i'm not doing enough work..haha obviously it is the latter ah wtf.

2009-05-11T00:48:00.003+08:00

Haha i'm damn lucky!. Just reached home just now at 12 but my mum has gone to sleep so i've managed to escape her scoldings. Went out today to do GPP at bugis. As expected everyone was late. it was a team effort. hahaha And our plans were totally ruined coz there was a problem with the internet access there. Went around to macs then back to the library and by that time it was like 4 plus.

Finally managed to get connected and then we started our gpp but soon got distracted by this cool optical illusion book. everyone looked dumb trying to do what the book said. we had to place the image up to our nose and slowly bring it back and the image would be likefloating above the book. damn cool! only don didnt get it. hahaha

den me, beat and don went to eat and spent a long time at BK talking abt random things. until about 10.30 then we left the place. haha thats why i reached home late.

and aisyah introduced me to chewy junior donuts..sedap gler..haha should have bought more than 1..

2009-04-23T21:12:00.002+08:00

Today was quite a normal day at school. haha
Conducted pe for class. Damn irritating sia...
Had to have lots of patience coz evryone had short
attention span xD. Now i have respect for the
CM coz he has to get the class' attention
all the time.

And i nearly got kicked out from the library
hahaha! got two warnings from the librarian,
one was that i was not supposed to watch youtube
videos and the second time she asked me to
keep away the psp. i wasnt even playing!! knn
and don was saying 'ok one can play here'

And ended off the day at LJS. i cant stand the
fact that i've eaten there 2 times this week. haha
shit..money's running out fast..too much hanging out ah.
studied at starbucks united square last week and burnt all my money
there plus all the after training dinners at tiong bahru plaza and JP
and the expensive like wad food at sch. haha

k gotta go do maths homework and pack my bag for training tmr!
quite excited haha even though i'm supposed to be resting my leg
and my 14 days PE excuse has not even ended yet.
but its pitch trng..so i just need to go. abit addicted to cca.

14 days excused from PE is not fun

2009-04-18T21:19:00.002+08:00

Lots of things to talk about but somehow i dun feel like typing them. Lets see, hockey, PeeJay beat CeeJay one-nil. Went to watch the seniors play. Woo damn fun. haha next year (hopefully) i'll be doing that..scary ah. xD after that, went to tiong bahru plaza to eat. since nobody had the mood to eat, we just got ice cream from macs. haha

Erm, this morning, went to the bank to transfer $60 to my brother's acct. Hahaha! Its damn funny. I was persuading my brother to just forget the 60. I used the money to buy shoes and he was all nice saying he's paying for it but suddenly when we reached home he said he was joking and now i had to pay him back. knn hahaha since he was damn stingy i had to go aaaall the way to bank to transfer. luckily i managed to drag him along. pathetic coz i dun have an atm card but i dun plan on making one soon. haha i have no use for it mah..chey i sound chinese-y

And my bro volunteered to clean my fan just now by dismantling it den now cannot work. Haha the fan makes a weird annoying sound when its turned on. (turned on meaning the switch is turned on, not as in aroused.) haha k i'm bullshitting.

I better go study for the GP essay test now while my whole family is out at my grandparents' hse drinking tea. haha coz my nenek always makes tea when we visit her. And tmr go out to study history! haha yay. -_-

Me wants me money back hahaha

2009-04-05T13:12:00.002+08:00

Its raining..finally! haha And its raining on a sunday morning. So nice. Altho the rain means my plan of going out is ruined but well, i'll just stay home and do homework. Right now i'm finally feeling the pressure of jc life. hahaha! I've got a GP essay to do i think, lit annotation of abt 7 poems by CAD and one of them is called standing female nude wtf haha, econs tutorial, overdue maths tutorial and on top of that i have to read my lit text plus maybe study econs or history. lol semangat gler seh nk blaja.

And tmr i think all students in my sch will finally be wearing the sch uniform hahaha after so long. but i still have yet to figure out where to put the collar badge. theres this metal thing dangling so i dunno where exactly to put it. haha

arhh..i have nothing to blog about. haha bye! got to watch That Thing You Do on 5!

2009-03-16T20:25:00.004+08:00

Right now, i'm waiting for my brother to cook tuna we bought from ntuc just nw. haha I won him in a scissorspapersstone thing so he has to cook the tuna for me. HAHA we both didnt want to cook, wait, its more of heating the tuna up coz its from a can..

anw, i had training just now at 9 in the morning. pagi2 buta must go sch oreadi..and its the holidays. but in the end, even though training ended at 11, i stayed till 12 to play matches. hahaha and the coach wasnt our usual coach, so it was quite slack. as in we could mess around abit. and i scored 3 consecutive goals. hahaha! which means i eliminated 3 teams in a row coz its 1 goal and you're out kind of thing. haha k thats all. i think its time to eat.
byebyebye! shit, i sound like a song by BSB, or isit westlife, or maybe NSYNC haha

SO i'm going to PEEJAYSEE

2009-01-31T20:34:00.000+08:00

What a beautiful smile
Can it stay for a while
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right

My beautiful la-la-la-la-love
La-la-la-la-love

Ytd jammed with nizam iqbal and shalihin. Damn fun haha. Most probably because the song Beautiful Love by The Afters that we wanted to play turned out to be one of the best song to jam. I dunno how but it was perfect in just one try. And of course it was so catchy so we had to play it again and again. haha

So tmr school will be starting for those gg to jc. And everyone will be going their separate ways. Shit la..going to miss everyone..Its just that i dun like having to start over and make new friends..nt that i'm a loner or anything..haha but it doesnt feel the same right? Nvm..i just hope everybody keeps in touch with each other..and maybe have a gathering once in a while..haha lol

Talked with liy on msn..haha found out she's damn crazy about 'Friends'. Finally found someone who's more crazier than me when it comes to 'Friends'..

Anw, i feel like uploading something so here it is..

Us playing Beautiful Love by The Afters..

MUST WATCH!! Funny but skillful shit..haha!

2009-01-19T20:59:00.000+08:00

Thats Daniel with my guitar

N thats meee! with his guitar haha wtf

Wait..before anyone watches these two vids..just remember to turn up the volume!!

Me and Daniel messing around with 'Take me out' By Franz Ferdinand..Dan is the one singing! Not me..hahahaha but anw we were just messing around..Dan was trying to imitate the singer..but its NICEE!! Just watch ah

John Mayer's Song, 'Who did you think I was' extremely nice playing by Dan..i give it 3 out of 10..hahaha just kidding!

L1R5: 35 L1R4: 20...JUST KIDDING!!! hahaha!

2009-01-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

Finally! My computer has returned from being repaired. So i missed out on alot of things that happened after the o level results were released. Anw, my results sucks. It was unexpected that i could pass my emaths but i did, which is a good thing of course but some other subjects where i thought i could do a liiiitle bit better just sucked like hell. fortunately the worst grade was B..no Cs or Ds.

And i was thinking about which school i wanted to go to and i decided that it should be a JC coz i've always wanted to enter a uni..wahseyy da fikir jauh..haha. I chose CJC and wanted to go there to take the arts course but my parents would not allow it coz they said it was too far. Which isnt true. Becoz i know it would only take around 40 mins from my house..So it would have to be PJC then..haha i think the only thing i wont be able to stand when i go to PJ is that i have to go to school by the same route like when i was in BP..haha anyone else gg to PJ? please dont tell me i'm the only one gg there..

I cant stand imagining myself going thru the same route to school every morning just like what i've been doing for the past 2 years except this time its to a different school..wouldnt it be more fun if the journey to school took some time but not too long.. :(

Alah..now my computer's fine but my handphone is messed up. I dunno why but it cnot receive messages..i guess its time to get a new handphone!! haha

i'm gonna miss that feeling of familiarity(is there such a word?) that i had when i was in bpghs..but i guess its not just happening to me so i have to accept it..going to miss you guys..(whoever 'you guys' are)

Lets do the power walk hahahaha!

2009-01-07T18:51:00.000+08:00

MEET THE AMAZING ZAHID!! HE WAS ABOUT 10meters OFF THE GROUND.. -_-

After 4 hours of hiking, we reached the cave..haha like real..(i'm the tallest!! :P)

If you count properly, there are 4 monkeys in the picture. kidding!!

Check out the hair haha

Daniel n fir caught in the act..somehwr backstage in the new campus haha!

Two cool guys and a mentally challenged boy haha

Three mentally challenged boys..hahaha tk baik..sorry guys i'm just kidding!!

I dunno why but suddenly my computer is damn slow right now (but i managed to upload the pics without any problems..which is weird) It took 3 minutes and 9 seconds(Not that i measured the time it took, i just estimated it. haha estimate but so accurate) to load the internet homepage. Anyway alot of things have been happening these past few days. There was the marchback (but i didnt see anyone realli marching back leh) and the tknk-gi-class-chalet-then-gi-merayap-thing with zahid and wani. Haha it was more like an excursion/exploration/adventure(wtf) to the heart of the city.

At first, i knew exactly what we were doing coz i've been to the esplanade area before and so i brought them around and after finally getting the book i've been looking for at the library@esplanade, we went to eat and after that was wtf all the way. We walked with the intention of going to the orchard area but somehow got to raffles place where there was nothing for youngsters. Everywhere we turned there were office workers rushing around. And along the way we stopped at a freaky toilet that would suit a horror movie set. After that the three of us continued with our 'just-walk-anywhere' walk. hahaha especially me i think, coz i told them i knew exactly where we were going even though i didnt have a clue where we were. but who can get lost in singapore seh..haha but there was a point where i seriously thought we should stop and ask for directions coz the place we were going to didnt look like singapore anymore...HAHA

The good thing about yesterday's outing with zahid and wani was that we found some cool and cozy kind of places to lepak..

i would do that kind of thing again anytime!! but hopefully with more people ah..

2008-12-02T15:53:00.000+08:00

Just came back from TTSH. It was quite fun coz i went there with my cousins. My brother is currently quite pissed off at me coz he didnt get to go. Anw, i'm glad to see that my cousin who is in hospital recovering fast. Everything about him looked normal, except for the four crazy metal thing poking out of his leg that is apparently supposed to hold everything in his leg together coz his bones were broken in four places. Giler liao..haha makes him look like a cyborg..mcm paham.. -_-

Well, as usual, me and my cousin went about exploring the hospital while the makcikmakcik bebual with each other. Its quite menyeronokkan to walk around a hospital coz if you go the wrong way, and you're unlucky, you'll get to see the mortuary. HAHA nolah..there was once, when we walked around alexandra or maybe NUH and discovered an empty eating place on the other side of the hospital where nobody goes to..and we stole some wheelchairs to play around with..haha!

And every hospital theres this vending machine which is the one thing i look forward to when i go to a hospital(i've only seen those machines in hospitals..haha) coz it sells nice and hot sandwiches for $2. Quite fun to play with. Just insert some coins and theres a countdown timer before your sandwich drops out..hahahaha

AND there was a shopping centre beside TTSH..dunno its name..Novena somethingsomething..maybe..and we walked around just wasting time..buying cakes from Royals..sedap liao..haha shit stop it with the liao..i dun even noe what it means..

16..wow. Thanks everyone

2008-09-11T15:28:00.000+08:00

Wow..i didnt expect that. Anw, THANKS!!!!! to all who wished me 'Happy birthday'. Okay, i really feel bad that people like firdaus, zahid, nadia, nadiana, liyana and candice! gave me something. Now i feel that i owe you guys something. Especially firdaus and zahid since me and both of them promised each other not to give anything on bdays. Its a simple idea..i dun give them anything, they dun give me anything. For four years we have never given anything to each other..but now you guys gave me something..thanks! Anw thanks to those who made my day..! And now, i can watch NC16 movies!! hehe..not like last time, kene left out..sedih seh..haha!

And thennnnnnnnnnnnnnn there's the little blue box of condoms from firdaus..and nizam eh? coz i think nizam shared the cost with firdaus. First, i think its a greeaaat idea. -_- Tanak kalah seh.. K la, creativity wise, it gets 10/10. And then theres the fact that i'm gonna remember them for the thing they gave me. It sums up what kind of person they are. Its very suggestive of the kind of thoughts that go thru their minds. HAHAHA Senyap senyap mad, kau dah pernah beli banyak kali daripada pharmacy tu. Haha!! And somehow word got arnd class and everyone started asking abt the box. Expecially jiajing. Skali dier interested..nk mintak satu..nk buat....balloon..haha!

I have no use for the content in the box yet (at all). Serious. Probably going to give my parents..NOT

And now i cant see the guy's face in the National Geographic magazine without laughing!!! Muker sebijik macam...

Anw, today I had to see the PEE..as in the Principal. He was very serious but overall i thing it benefitted me coz he helped me plan out what i shld study on and my dad and brother were quite supportive. When asked whether i studied at home, my dad said i did..eventhough i dun think he notices whether i study or not. I still think 3 hours of revision is not enough..right? But i'm too lazy to go beyond that..And i think cg maimoon's scolding worked for me. I feel motivated now. :)

And i just wanted to thank my abg coz he bought me the best earphones i've ever had. I think it burned a hole in his pocket. But nonetheless, for his cute little brother, he said he would give anything. haha cute my ass

And my family went to johor today to buka there and my mum decided she would belanja me anything i one..and sooooooo..I got myself a soccerball!!! Haha that adds to the three balls i already have in my storeroom. Not counting the two thats always with me. Hahaha wth..this year has got to be the best bdae ever! Thanks again to everyone who made my day..

Lets take a break from all the revisions..

2008-08-03T12:59:00.000+08:00

I saw this trailer while waiting for my dark knight movie to start..its freaking hilarious..

Step Up For Down (-_-") (-_o) (~_~) (=_=)

2008-06-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

Sunday/Monday
12.31am

Just came back from a rock gig/concert that I reluctantly went to with Daniel. He kind of dragged me to the thing. Okay, not dragged but put me in a situation where I just had to go, since it sounded fun.

It was at SP and the funny thing was, the venue could accomodate around 1000 plus people but only around 200 people came. Haha so everyone squeezed to the front. The first band was Caracal...all of them were local bands, so some of their names I was unfamiliar with. And the first song Caracal played was 'the best defence is nonsense' which was the song that got me hooked to the band in the first place. So the gig got off to a great start for me...i think so...
Then I realised the whole thing was for a good cause. It aimed to promote awareness of Down Syndrome kids among us (you might just be one of them) haha. And Dan was being a jerk sia...he said I was one of the DS kids. Knn...hahaha.

After Caracal...there was A Vacant Affair, West Grand Boulevard, The Fire Fight(nice songs by them), Plain Sunset(another great band) and last of all was Electrico...the local band that I think is the most well known. And by the time Electrico performed...i was already half asleep coz the place was so damn cold and comfortable. Hahaha nt becoz they were boring.

Luckily, my mum was okay with me coming back home late. Me and Dan reached CCK around 11 plus. Hahaha. And in the MRT there was a chinese guy whom, according to Dan, tried to rub his ahemahem and he was acting all cuckoo ah. Doing some weird shit like moving his hands to and fro constantly. Nak step cute sey.

Yea...so overall I had a great evening! Thanks to emsaiful who got me and Dan those tickets.

Now I'm off to wait for Euro08 football match to start. Germany vs Poland i think...My prediction is that...Either Portugal, Italy, Germany, Spain, France, Czech Republic, Croatia OR Greece are gonna win it. Hahaha.
Skali Brazil menang. Padehal brazil tkde dlm competition. XD